My heart longs...

So we were hoping to be able to travel this past weekend and we didn't get the court date we were hoping for! Looks like it is going to be sometime in October or November. It was a let down because my heart longs to hold our sweet baby girl who is adorable in every ways. I long to kiss her sweet cheeks and speak truth into her precious ears. I long to hold her tight and let her know that I love her dearly! I long to hear her cry and wipe her tears. I long to introduce her to all the people in our life that have prayed for her and love her as well! I long for her to meet her amazing brothers! I long to learn life with 3 kiddos and I long to do girly things with her! Most of all I long to see her, bond with her, and bring her to her forever home! I trust the Lord and His timing even when it doesn't make sense to me!